tour wake up call
I changed my skin again, in order to stop looking like a twit. Haha.
I went around Singapore again, not on Hippo Tour though. Visiting NJC was quite enriching, seeing all the private houses and well-established schools nearby. NJC seems like a very strict place, but then again, I have never studied there.
Quizzes have ended for the week, with presentations and projects looming upon me. Hahaha. Open House and HSS Week are 2 additional big events too. I had a rehearsal today at Hui Qi's house for HW111 presentation next week. Work is piling up as the days go by.
Today, I realised how old I actually am, when a lady offered a seat on the bus to me. This is extremely detrimental to my personal development and dealt a major blow to my self-esteem. I always thought I look old, but not that old. Oh wells. That being said, you should never ever hurt a guy's pride. Trust me, I know how this works.
NTU had a second successive suicide case again. What on earth is happening?
On a side note, it has been really tiring ever since recess week started to end. The physical and mental fatigue sometimes are just so unbearable that I can't get a hold of myself anymore. Adulthood is not easy.
It's time to revert back to the old self.
I think I have grown to be complacent in certain areas of life. Proven successful in these areas entrusted me with a lot of faith from others and within myself too. I realised today that, this is the complacency that will destroy my life. Because I start to take my achievements and status for granted. Because I start to believe that I can achieve the same things without the same effort. Because I have grown arrogant. This is really a wake-up call. Things that you don't put effort into doing, can never be successful in our lives. I have proven it before, it just slipped my mind that this kind of success is not permanent, and it requires conscientious effort and commitment in order to last. I finally realised, where went wrong.
So the prophecy was right. My life will change, because of someone. And I hope this is the point where it does.
It hurts so much to know the truth.
I went around Singapore again, not on Hippo Tour though. Visiting NJC was quite enriching, seeing all the private houses and well-established schools nearby. NJC seems like a very strict place, but then again, I have never studied there.
Quizzes have ended for the week, with presentations and projects looming upon me. Hahaha. Open House and HSS Week are 2 additional big events too. I had a rehearsal today at Hui Qi's house for HW111 presentation next week. Work is piling up as the days go by.
Today, I realised how old I actually am, when a lady offered a seat on the bus to me. This is extremely detrimental to my personal development and dealt a major blow to my self-esteem. I always thought I look old, but not that old. Oh wells. That being said, you should never ever hurt a guy's pride. Trust me, I know how this works.
NTU had a second successive suicide case again. What on earth is happening?
On a side note, it has been really tiring ever since recess week started to end. The physical and mental fatigue sometimes are just so unbearable that I can't get a hold of myself anymore. Adulthood is not easy.
It's time to revert back to the old self.
I think I have grown to be complacent in certain areas of life. Proven successful in these areas entrusted me with a lot of faith from others and within myself too. I realised today that, this is the complacency that will destroy my life. Because I start to take my achievements and status for granted. Because I start to believe that I can achieve the same things without the same effort. Because I have grown arrogant. This is really a wake-up call. Things that you don't put effort into doing, can never be successful in our lives. I have proven it before, it just slipped my mind that this kind of success is not permanent, and it requires conscientious effort and commitment in order to last. I finally realised, where went wrong.
So the prophecy was right. My life will change, because of someone. And I hope this is the point where it does.
It hurts so much to know the truth.
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