sad life
This week will be a super hectic week. Excluding the projects and presentations, I have HSS Week and Open House. Sometimes, it really makes me wonder why I joined so many activities. I am going to quit soon, from everything.
I got back one of my quiz results today. It wasn't, let's put it this way, up to standard. It's not really surprising, considering the amount of effort I put in plus the amount of information I have to squeeze into my brain.
It just feels, so weird, not to be ahead of everyone anymore. To think back two years ago where I was riding the winds, looking at others chasing behind, now I am the one doing the latter. It just devoids one of his/her confidence, and.. everything. Sometimes, I wonder where and what went wrong. Or maybe it is just me.
I have a presentation tomorrow and I don't really feel up for it.
I am running severly low on self-esteem and.. Maybe I am just not strong at all. Corroding bit by bit on the inside.
It just feel like the way back in Secondary School. The way life felt so. Nvm. I shall just get some sleep.
The Silent Cry
I got back one of my quiz results today. It wasn't, let's put it this way, up to standard. It's not really surprising, considering the amount of effort I put in plus the amount of information I have to squeeze into my brain.
It just feels, so weird, not to be ahead of everyone anymore. To think back two years ago where I was riding the winds, looking at others chasing behind, now I am the one doing the latter. It just devoids one of his/her confidence, and.. everything. Sometimes, I wonder where and what went wrong. Or maybe it is just me.
I have a presentation tomorrow and I don't really feel up for it.
I am running severly low on self-esteem and.. Maybe I am just not strong at all. Corroding bit by bit on the inside.
It just feel like the way back in Secondary School. The way life felt so. Nvm. I shall just get some sleep.
The Silent Cry
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