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I have fallen ill at a silly inappropriate time like this. That means, my weekend's plans are gone more or less. Despite my large reluctance to withdraw from those activities, the final call will rest on my body tomorrow morning. I will see if my body can take it.

Ok, this might not appeal to most of you. My command of English isn't fluent, but hope it gets the message out.

Even though negativity is in the air, there's at least something for me to smile about. Not trying to boast about it here, even though I feel my ego boosting. It's really nice having someone out there who cares for you. Not that my family concern ain't enough, but it's a different form altogether.

Life in university has been rather tough. Probably taking up the responsibility of holding the hand of another isn't going to alleviate the situation here, but there are other takeaways from it. Really. It really feels good when you know someone puts all her faith in you, and really believed in you. Even though this responsibility isn't going to be easy, I never once regretted. Trust me when I say so. She's been very understanding and caring so far, and it really cannot make it grow any regrets at all. And probably this is going to sound cliche, but I still think it gets the message across.

I love you, Carmen.

And I will strive my hardest, to keep your hand by my side.

You.