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Sometimes, I am wondering why I keep this blog for.

I got back both of my quizzes' results today. Considerably and relatively, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but still, there's no time for complacency I guess. Stressful as it is, school work never fails to pile pressure on us. I believe some of us are desperately grasping for air, struggling between Hall or CCA activities and work. I am sure it won't hurt to really re-examine your workload and schedule, to see if you are getting enough respite for yourself. It's not nice seeing your tired faces out there, slogged the day before and missing that little smile. Exams are coming soon, and hope everyone survives through this ordeal again.

It's a little strange when someone approaches you on your way to the toilet, and asks you for advices on his relationship problems. Well, I don't think I am a love guru or something, but nonetheless, you are still welcome to find me and share your problems. Haha. On a serious note, I guess this is the least I can do. Speaking of relationships, I am no expert myself. I am still learning and hope that my partner will be tolerant with my mistakes as I strive to improve myself. I believe it's a growing process where people learn and experience love and courtship, in a way, to make their lives more complete. It's not that our lives won't be fulfilling without relationships, but somehow it adds a different colour to it. There's no rush for anything, just walk your path, the pace you deemed it.

Coming back to this blog, somehow other than an outlet to boast my number of outings and rant my frustrations, it doesn't seem to serve any other purposes. Haha. I have seen others that give many intriguing insights about life and controversies that are worthed pondering over. Mine seems superficial enough. Haha. Oh wells, I guess this just shows how superficial I am, in a way.

My hall remains quite a cold place. Not literally in that sense, but the atmosphere that engulfs me. Haha. I saw him with his girlfriend though. Even though we don't say bid each other greetings, we still cast weird glares at each other. On the other hand, I do have many friends around, but that alone probably won't be enough to persuade me to continue living here. Neither do I think they would feel any loss without me around. Haha. Then again, I can't be selfish, if you get what I mean.

The World is too complicated, as many would see it. In order to prove our existence, we struggle too hard at times to create an impact. We aim unrealistically high lest we fall incredibly low. We just want the most positive out of everything. And somehow, we neglected the little things that keep us going.

I am just glad that good things happen to me at times. And more often than not, digging into the cause of everything doesn't explain much, and trying to make things sound technical and scientific isn't going to enhance the sweetness either. So I just receive and reciprocate.

Don't ask why your friend suddenly came over and reminded you not to skip meals.
Don't ask why some stranger smiled at you when you just glanced onto his face by chance.
Don't ask why your family and loved ones sacrifice so much, just to make your lips curve upwards a little.

Little mercies in our lives make it appear wonderful. It's more than enough to cast a smile on our faces, or even make our day.

For now, maybe ask yourself what you need to do, to create little gifts for others tomorrow. Throw away your huge ambitions for the moment, and take a good look at the minority whom you have well overlooked. In fact, they might need some little encouragement for that little push in life.

No need for big words to express our feelings.
No need for big gifts to show our generosity.
No need for big actions to prove our existence.

Probably a 'take care' goes a long way.

Sometimes, life is just as simple as that.

Sometimes.

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