still love you, sorry

Fridays. Weird days to be at home. I love you. I really do. One year, two years, I will wait for you... but lying in wait while you are in the arms of others.. I might as well be dead. So I will just step aside for now. I haven't cried at all. Hope someday I will.



Had a long project meeting yesterday. Seriously, I was in school till 10.30 pm. First time I actually did overtime for a project. My project mates turned out surprisingly nice. You know the ones that I don't like? They actually look up to me a lot. I was surprised that they said I belonged to one of the elites. Haha I almost laughed my ass off. But yeah, it was a nice turn of events I guess. Looks like forensic psych lessons won't be so boring after all.

Decided to come up with a swimming regime. Hahaha. Sounds weird right? I know. People who know me already knew how fitness and I can never co-exist. I guess everything just needs a trigger. I am trying to find stuff to occupy myself with. Meaningful stuff. Even games bore me now. Haha. Guess I will start the bike lessons soon.

Kk I shall update again when I have new things to say! =D

Take care, loves.

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