drunnk
Just like the seasons, people do change.
And in fact, I think I had.
I no longer enjoy the thrill of making fun of people nor creating dumb jokes in front of them. In fact, I feel restless now. I think, I am old. I don't enjoy cheap thrills as much as before. I don't feel excited about drinking alcohol now. I don't feel adolescent-like anymore. I don't, feel like before. I think I am old, and I have began to settle down.
This is not a change that I fancied, but I guess I just have to make do with it.
Men, for one thing, are fickled-minded beings. They can't settle for one thing and convince themselves that the thing they have is the thing they want. They always have this "mai hiam buay pai" policy looming around down frontal lobes in their brains. And some, not all, use their little brother to think, more than the times they brush their teeth, not that they brush a lot of teeth either. In relationships, they aim for what they want, but they don't get it, so they settle for something less, and pick on it, and end up chasing what they want again. It's a dumb cycle. And for that, to be a greater man, step out of the circle, and cut short the cycle, or rather, convert that cycle to something else. Aim for a reasonable target that you want, and settle for it. Don't make it sound like you have no choice but to settle for someone else. This, is just wrong. And it will be. Admit it, you are not a noble being. You are just a sucker for everything.
And stop applying the concept of self-serving bias. You are not supreme and the only possible living thing on Earth. Others are too, and they have feelings, probably much more than you.
And I think I am no longer the resident joker in the house, nor the faithful son back home. Maybe I am maybe a maybe, that's all.
And I think, I am probably drunk. After all, I did, gobbled down a jug of beer.
And in fact, I think I had.
I no longer enjoy the thrill of making fun of people nor creating dumb jokes in front of them. In fact, I feel restless now. I think, I am old. I don't enjoy cheap thrills as much as before. I don't feel excited about drinking alcohol now. I don't feel adolescent-like anymore. I don't, feel like before. I think I am old, and I have began to settle down.
This is not a change that I fancied, but I guess I just have to make do with it.
Men, for one thing, are fickled-minded beings. They can't settle for one thing and convince themselves that the thing they have is the thing they want. They always have this "mai hiam buay pai" policy looming around down frontal lobes in their brains. And some, not all, use their little brother to think, more than the times they brush their teeth, not that they brush a lot of teeth either. In relationships, they aim for what they want, but they don't get it, so they settle for something less, and pick on it, and end up chasing what they want again. It's a dumb cycle. And for that, to be a greater man, step out of the circle, and cut short the cycle, or rather, convert that cycle to something else. Aim for a reasonable target that you want, and settle for it. Don't make it sound like you have no choice but to settle for someone else. This, is just wrong. And it will be. Admit it, you are not a noble being. You are just a sucker for everything.
And stop applying the concept of self-serving bias. You are not supreme and the only possible living thing on Earth. Others are too, and they have feelings, probably much more than you.
And I think I am no longer the resident joker in the house, nor the faithful son back home. Maybe I am maybe a maybe, that's all.
And I think, I am probably drunk. After all, I did, gobbled down a jug of beer.
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