suxcks
It comes to a point where decisions and consequences from the past come back to haunt.
I didn't receive a very good welcome when I picked up the keys today. Oh wells, I am seriously starting to get irritated at the thought of going Hall 11. On a side note, you guys can visit me in NTU if you want, I am staying in the hall mentioned earlier, and relatively accessible if you take 199.
To my surprise, some issues that happened a few years ago remained unresolved till now, and I am back to facing it again. What seemed so insignificant back then, was nursed into a grudge with deep animosity and now I have absolutely no idea how to deal with it. I can't imagine having people around me being so narrow-minded and petty. Still, I gave my word, and I will treat it like nothing's happened. But I got to mention first, there's a limit to everything.
Work's been relatively peaceful, but that toothache is killing me. I believe its due to the emergence of that wisdom tooth again. I can't even have a proper meal in peace. I am feeling feverish too, probably got to give some events a miss.
In the past, there were some who labelled me as a hypocrite. I actually have 2 sides to myself, and the different sides takes over according to changes to surrounding. I was quite upset when I first heard that, but after thinking over it for a while, I started to ask, who doesn't? As maturity sets in, I start to ignore such irrelevant comments. And maybe I should apply Kevin's theory. I am whoever you see I am, I don't have to be bothered about where I stand.
Meanwhile, most of my pillars of support had disappeared for the time-being. It can be too much of a coincidence, but having close friends withdrawing somewhat confirmed my weak vulnerability. I know they will be back some day, all I need is to get past this stage myself.
Its going to get ugly from here, but I like to do things in style.
I am tired.
That being said, I will most probably put up the pictures of FOC and Sok Fong's farewell bid at the airport yesterday.
I didn't receive a very good welcome when I picked up the keys today. Oh wells, I am seriously starting to get irritated at the thought of going Hall 11. On a side note, you guys can visit me in NTU if you want, I am staying in the hall mentioned earlier, and relatively accessible if you take 199.
To my surprise, some issues that happened a few years ago remained unresolved till now, and I am back to facing it again. What seemed so insignificant back then, was nursed into a grudge with deep animosity and now I have absolutely no idea how to deal with it. I can't imagine having people around me being so narrow-minded and petty. Still, I gave my word, and I will treat it like nothing's happened. But I got to mention first, there's a limit to everything.
Work's been relatively peaceful, but that toothache is killing me. I believe its due to the emergence of that wisdom tooth again. I can't even have a proper meal in peace. I am feeling feverish too, probably got to give some events a miss.
In the past, there were some who labelled me as a hypocrite. I actually have 2 sides to myself, and the different sides takes over according to changes to surrounding. I was quite upset when I first heard that, but after thinking over it for a while, I started to ask, who doesn't? As maturity sets in, I start to ignore such irrelevant comments. And maybe I should apply Kevin's theory. I am whoever you see I am, I don't have to be bothered about where I stand.
Meanwhile, most of my pillars of support had disappeared for the time-being. It can be too much of a coincidence, but having close friends withdrawing somewhat confirmed my weak vulnerability. I know they will be back some day, all I need is to get past this stage myself.
Its going to get ugly from here, but I like to do things in style.
I am tired.
That being said, I will most probably put up the pictures of FOC and Sok Fong's farewell bid at the airport yesterday.
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