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I have been feeling down for a few weeks already, if you guys haven't realised it. But then again, its not much of a big deal, since I am used to such feelings.

I have good friends who asks on me and some even bothered to ask me out just to ask what happened. Great appreciation is rendered to those who tried, thanks, really.

I have been thinking about what Aloysius was telling me. And those words kept recurring in my mind, as if haunting the spirits out of me. It isn't due to him, but rather more of my nature to keep things bottled up for some length of time before letting go. Anyway, I have to express deep gratitude, for his effort. Way to go, buddy.

I don't know what's right and wrong anymore.

If being strong,

is to put on a brave smile and grit through pain,

can I just forgo that,

for once,

and

sit down and weep like a child?