blogging at work
Guess what?
The time now is 15:02. I am quite bored at work, thus this entry. Just rushed finished the closing, and feeling kind of empty now. Its like a routinal intense battle every month end, with surprising cock-ups to handle. Woo. I just love these unpredictable changes.
Marshall and Corinna are leaving today, and Kelly is feeling kind of down, but I guess it would be worse when the 3 of us leave too. I have been dragging myself half-heartedly to work lately, might be due to the same reason too. Had been pondering over the next few weeks when Corinna is gone, and wondering how am I going to face the onslaught. Haha. Of course, I ain't really working for the company, and I am sure Aloysius & Wei Chuan know the reason pretty well. I probably won't leave until Kelly does, which I think she won't till at least June. At least I am occupied with something and earning my keep. Settling hand phone bills and expenses aren't easy tasks. I guess Aloysius will be having a tougher time at work from now onwards, so I shouldn't grumble much.
Politics and human relations are quite tough to handle. Especially in a workplace like this. Catherine got me this job, so I can't leave her with a bad impression, it might affect her job status also. Neither can I pressurize Kelly to leave this job, as her livelihood depends on this. I just hope that the boss will see the importance of her role in the company and appreciate her efforts. Unlike us temporary staffs, who can leave with no reprecussions nor much consideration, as we have nothing much to lose.
In this image-conscious community, how much can one exercise his/her will freely without minding how much people view in return? I admire those who dares to speak up to express their views, and don't care much about how others think. Shouldn't that be the way? I guess so. But easier said than done. Live your way, your style, great people think and live their way.
I got to apologise to Ian and Walter, for not being able to make it to their 21st Birthday celebration, with Mother's day celebration being one reason that I can't be attending Walter's. So here's the public apology.
I met Alexander for dinner on Monday night. Haha. He seems to have something stuck in his throat, or rather some problems he doesn't want to share. Oh wells, I should say I gave him a serious reality check.
And one thing, I am seriously disappointed in my closest group of friends. Now it feels like we are miles apart from one another, even before Alvyn flies, even before we head into different Universities.
I can't imagine the days to come.
All those talk about maintaining in contact and unbreakable bonds seemed like fallacies of yesterday. I think even my S6B friends are more united and more bonded by dear memories that we said we shared. Maybe I should considering banging my head on the wall and forget about what I have done for the past 20 years. I am not angry, I am pissed off.
Freak it, its labour day tomorrow. Give me some rest.
Life differs with the choices we make.
Close your eyes & re-open them: Its a new start yet again.
The time now is 15:02. I am quite bored at work, thus this entry. Just rushed finished the closing, and feeling kind of empty now. Its like a routinal intense battle every month end, with surprising cock-ups to handle. Woo. I just love these unpredictable changes.
Marshall and Corinna are leaving today, and Kelly is feeling kind of down, but I guess it would be worse when the 3 of us leave too. I have been dragging myself half-heartedly to work lately, might be due to the same reason too. Had been pondering over the next few weeks when Corinna is gone, and wondering how am I going to face the onslaught. Haha. Of course, I ain't really working for the company, and I am sure Aloysius & Wei Chuan know the reason pretty well. I probably won't leave until Kelly does, which I think she won't till at least June. At least I am occupied with something and earning my keep. Settling hand phone bills and expenses aren't easy tasks. I guess Aloysius will be having a tougher time at work from now onwards, so I shouldn't grumble much.
Politics and human relations are quite tough to handle. Especially in a workplace like this. Catherine got me this job, so I can't leave her with a bad impression, it might affect her job status also. Neither can I pressurize Kelly to leave this job, as her livelihood depends on this. I just hope that the boss will see the importance of her role in the company and appreciate her efforts. Unlike us temporary staffs, who can leave with no reprecussions nor much consideration, as we have nothing much to lose.
In this image-conscious community, how much can one exercise his/her will freely without minding how much people view in return? I admire those who dares to speak up to express their views, and don't care much about how others think. Shouldn't that be the way? I guess so. But easier said than done. Live your way, your style, great people think and live their way.
I got to apologise to Ian and Walter, for not being able to make it to their 21st Birthday celebration, with Mother's day celebration being one reason that I can't be attending Walter's. So here's the public apology.
I met Alexander for dinner on Monday night. Haha. He seems to have something stuck in his throat, or rather some problems he doesn't want to share. Oh wells, I should say I gave him a serious reality check.
And one thing, I am seriously disappointed in my closest group of friends. Now it feels like we are miles apart from one another, even before Alvyn flies, even before we head into different Universities.
I can't imagine the days to come.
All those talk about maintaining in contact and unbreakable bonds seemed like fallacies of yesterday. I think even my S6B friends are more united and more bonded by dear memories that we said we shared. Maybe I should considering banging my head on the wall and forget about what I have done for the past 20 years. I am not angry, I am pissed off.
Freak it, its labour day tomorrow. Give me some rest.
Life differs with the choices we make.
Close your eyes & re-open them: Its a new start yet again.
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