unfair world.
Just got home from the highly-anticipated band barbecue. Well, I met quite a few faces that I have not seen for one year plus.. But I didn't really talk to them, I also don't know why too.. I guess its quite a worthwhile gathering lest the food wasted. Its a pity. There are more to the gathering but I won't be commenting it.
Sometimes, I wonder how bad guys exist. How come they can exist freely and doing things that are supposedly moral-undermining, yet nothing happens to him? What happens to the justice I see in cartoons and drama? Do they don't exist? I don't understand why does one want to be the third party, and wait for him to break up with his other partner in order to be with her. One year, two year. Why are there girls who are just so gullible? Why are there guys who are just so bastard?
I am getting used to not receiving appreciation of things I do. Sometimes, I just do to uphold my own principles.
I won't be around these few weeks, both physically and mentally. I need to re-think a lot of things.
Seriously, I don't even know what am I talking about. Random-rants monster. Get lost.
Its the same old feeling I got that time, and so are the ache and the pain.
Aloysius always like to comment about how strong I am and all. I think that is just a facade I have put myself into. In the end, it still boils down to nothing.
Losing it. Yes.
Sometimes, I wonder how bad guys exist. How come they can exist freely and doing things that are supposedly moral-undermining, yet nothing happens to him? What happens to the justice I see in cartoons and drama? Do they don't exist? I don't understand why does one want to be the third party, and wait for him to break up with his other partner in order to be with her. One year, two year. Why are there girls who are just so gullible? Why are there guys who are just so bastard?
I am getting used to not receiving appreciation of things I do. Sometimes, I just do to uphold my own principles.
I won't be around these few weeks, both physically and mentally. I need to re-think a lot of things.
Seriously, I don't even know what am I talking about. Random-rants monster. Get lost.
Its the same old feeling I got that time, and so are the ache and the pain.
Aloysius always like to comment about how strong I am and all. I think that is just a facade I have put myself into. In the end, it still boils down to nothing.
Losing it. Yes.
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