POP of 02/06 TCC.
It was a terrible week this week, I would say.
Went into the week preparing for the Passing Out Parade of my trainees, in the end. all sorts of stunts pulled out. Was ordered to participate in the parade, even though it wasn't mine.. So dutifully, went to change up and participated in the rehearsals. The rehearsals weren't that bad, but I got punished during one part of it. Was given 3 extras for speeding.. Well, not that I don't admit I did speed, but the way you old people put it, asking whether am I trying to show my frustration by speeding, seriously turns me off. Not even appreciative that I am actually helping out. I would have rammed you with my vehicle if I was really frustrated. Crap.
On top of that, my own crew trainee came and asked me, whether did I stab him in the back by arranging him a 'xiong' posting. Utterly speechless, and furious. If I have the ability to determine where you go, I don't know what else I can't do. Who do you think I am? WTF. Being accused of committing such betrayal was the last thing I wanted to hear. Think of all the things I have done in the past 19 weeks. All for nothing.
A week filled with rejection and dejection. Suddenly, I feel that I can't take it anymore.
I need to whine.
Being in this occupation now is just like being in the showbiz. Everyday in life, you are just acting to be someone you are not. I hate it, but the cruel facts state that we must do that, in order to survive in that stupid environment. Only when you get to rest, you will 卸妆 and return to your normal self... You guys will probably won't understand how tough it is to be a instructor in this lifetime, all you people know about are the good things we get... Yeah, that's all you know.
Tell you what, I am who I am, and I don't give a big damn to who the hell you are.
Seriously need a booze to chill along.
Boulevard of Broken Dreams.
Went into the week preparing for the Passing Out Parade of my trainees, in the end. all sorts of stunts pulled out. Was ordered to participate in the parade, even though it wasn't mine.. So dutifully, went to change up and participated in the rehearsals. The rehearsals weren't that bad, but I got punished during one part of it. Was given 3 extras for speeding.. Well, not that I don't admit I did speed, but the way you old people put it, asking whether am I trying to show my frustration by speeding, seriously turns me off. Not even appreciative that I am actually helping out. I would have rammed you with my vehicle if I was really frustrated. Crap.
On top of that, my own crew trainee came and asked me, whether did I stab him in the back by arranging him a 'xiong' posting. Utterly speechless, and furious. If I have the ability to determine where you go, I don't know what else I can't do. Who do you think I am? WTF. Being accused of committing such betrayal was the last thing I wanted to hear. Think of all the things I have done in the past 19 weeks. All for nothing.
A week filled with rejection and dejection. Suddenly, I feel that I can't take it anymore.
I need to whine.
Being in this occupation now is just like being in the showbiz. Everyday in life, you are just acting to be someone you are not. I hate it, but the cruel facts state that we must do that, in order to survive in that stupid environment. Only when you get to rest, you will 卸妆 and return to your normal self... You guys will probably won't understand how tough it is to be a instructor in this lifetime, all you people know about are the good things we get... Yeah, that's all you know.
Tell you what, I am who I am, and I don't give a big damn to who the hell you are.
Seriously need a booze to chill along.
Boulevard of Broken Dreams.
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