At home.

Spent the whole day day lazing around, nothing to do, nothing to look forward to. Feeling a bit lost this weekend, hoping for a better upcoming week. Not single a single soul to chat with.. Haix.

Everyone is busy with their own lives and schedules. Sometimes, it makes one wonder when this whole 'work thingy' will stop..

Life is getting tougher each day.

Do I really have to suck up to others in order to rise up the ranks?

Hmmm.. Maybe yes..

On second thought, to hell with you.

Let me tell you more about NSFs staying back at schools being as instructors.. In unison with De Shun, we NSFs are being 'abused' by the regulars..

Why? And how? That is the question.

Without us, do you think they are able to stay out every night?

Without us, who will be there to do daily chores in the bunk?

Without us, there won't be a chance to push away tasking.

Sometimes, I wish that, just let me go to unit and train outfield.. I might be happier with my men, who are more devoted and close to me, rather than having a bunch of ungrateful trainees that come back and bite at you despite working so hard with them for 4 months. NOT even a word of APPRECIATION.

What bullshit is the World coming to?

Want to abuse Mr. Nice Guy?

Maybe I should forget my dreams and return to Science, lock myself up in the lab, don't care about the World and just boil NaOH with HCl, at least my french fries will have some taste.

Everything seems to catalysing me to change EVIL.