FeAr Is ThE OnLi ThInG BLockInG TaT LIgHT oF GuIDancE...

Haiz... Another boring dae passed... Everydae seems to be the same lehz... Todae juz got a physics test... Came n went... And i noe the results arent comin out good... Dunno y... Juz cant seem to find the motivation to study.. So sianz.... Haiz.... Think everyone's also feeling the same thing... Hope everything will be alright... Todae is the start of the lunar month.... Shld go pray pray.... Haiz... Fear.... Fear of not able to pass... Fear of not able to continue ur present state of comfort... It is preventin us from concentrating in watever we do... Haiz... Believe in urself... But seems to be losin confidence every moment... Hmm... Realli need time to sit down n think through everything.. need to reflect... But like no time for mi even to study... Dun even sae reflect... Haiz... Hope everyone is feelin alrite... Haiz... Although i noe they r not... Try to hang on k...? Go on guys!!! Heez.... Sianz... Nowadaes... I feel so out of place in my class... So cold.... It has definitely changed from the past.... At first lahz i mean... Dunno y... Juz cant seem to fit in liaoz... Maybe they bei song mi for sumthing... But i dunno... And i certainly dun like tis kind of feelin... Maybe i m juz oversensitive... N thinkin too much... N thinkin tat i m beli free... Haiz.... Dunno lehz... Tat atmosphere in class is affectin mi alot... I dunno... Realli clueless... Y....? Sumtimes... realli like suffocatin... Maybe realli need outside forms of relaxation... Haiz.. But dunno wat lehz... OMG... Sianz... Look at the time now.. I m still here lolz.... Hafen study yet... Worst of all is at min is feelin quite down... But i cannot do anything... Feel so hopeless at times... So sianz.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haiz... gtg... Mz at least go touch the notes.... Haiz... Sad entry... Sianz...