DoWnZ....

Wah... Todae realli a stupid dae.... Feel like dying... Haiz... Maybe will be the end of my reign soon... Haiz... Somehow, realli feel like being the best of the best is nothing great.. Instead, it is havin a negative effect on mi... Haiz... I haf lost all motivation to work... Dunno y.. Maybe coz of the fact tat i haf to go through tis shit again if i get tat stinkin results... Hahz.. Wat a joke.... It s the opposite... Wah lao... I haf realli lost all motivation... Feel so siaz nowadaes... Haiz... Need to get rid of tis thinkin... Haiz... Den... Comes the band... It's like hell nowadaes... Wif sum yr2s back wif us... I dun like them... Coz of their tupid mentality durin first three months... Sianz... Now wif that Angeline, wah... Life is much moer worse.. I would haf quitted band long ago... If not for my responsibilities... Anyway i haf no where to go also... Actually no realli lahz... Haiz... Will realli kill her... In addition, got tat tupid seductive bulldog... Wear the skirt till so high... Might as well dun wear... SO obscene... Haiz.. AKG breakin up... Dunno y... Tot it will hang on... Think partly is my fault lahz... So apologsin to Jlo now... For not gifin him attenetion todae.... SIanz.... I already so sianz... haiz.... Forget it... Poor us, onli kids, alreadi haf to go through tis kind of shit... Wat kind of world is tis... Haiz... Life's is gettin harder n harder.... Maybe I will end here n fall into an eternal sleep... So tired... Haiz... I will be fine lahz... Let mi grumble a bit...