angry
So I am finishing my final paper tomorrow at 2.30 p.m.
I had 2 papers on yesterday and I think both weren't well done. I swear I will try to avoid taking 2 papers in the same day next semester. The overwhelming pressure and sense of inadequate prepared-ness can just kill.
I am come to terms with this cruel World. Sometimes, life's just goes on without mercy, without consideration of every individual that it comprises of. The World still turns even when some have stopped following the current. I have this eminent gut feel at times that I should just stop bothering about everything else in this World and let the tide of time decides whether people can ride or sink in it. Follow the current and ride on the tide and live like the World revolves around you instead of you revolving around it. Let egocentricism thrive at its fullest and apathy kicking in with vengence. And I will see the World performs its show from there.
And someone shall start an epidemic. An epidemic so wide a scale that it damages pride completely and destroy all possessions everyone might have. Then I think we shall realise that there are possessions that we can never lose, dignity that never fades and love that never falter. We will beg for help. Being cheap beings, we will try all our means to defy death. And the ones we can rely on, are possibly our kins and loved ones. We better start cherishing them now, before they turn a deaf ear on us.
This is sounding increasingly incoherent.
On a lighter note, someone spoilt my surprise plan for Monday. Seriously, he is the epidemic in my life.
Last paper tomorrow. Gambatte.
I had 2 papers on yesterday and I think both weren't well done. I swear I will try to avoid taking 2 papers in the same day next semester. The overwhelming pressure and sense of inadequate prepared-ness can just kill.
I am come to terms with this cruel World. Sometimes, life's just goes on without mercy, without consideration of every individual that it comprises of. The World still turns even when some have stopped following the current. I have this eminent gut feel at times that I should just stop bothering about everything else in this World and let the tide of time decides whether people can ride or sink in it. Follow the current and ride on the tide and live like the World revolves around you instead of you revolving around it. Let egocentricism thrive at its fullest and apathy kicking in with vengence. And I will see the World performs its show from there.
And someone shall start an epidemic. An epidemic so wide a scale that it damages pride completely and destroy all possessions everyone might have. Then I think we shall realise that there are possessions that we can never lose, dignity that never fades and love that never falter. We will beg for help. Being cheap beings, we will try all our means to defy death. And the ones we can rely on, are possibly our kins and loved ones. We better start cherishing them now, before they turn a deaf ear on us.
This is sounding increasingly incoherent.
On a lighter note, someone spoilt my surprise plan for Monday. Seriously, he is the epidemic in my life.
Last paper tomorrow. Gambatte.
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