Passing out..
Yesterday was the passing out parade... Promoted to 3SGT le.. New responsibilities, new jobs, new experience... Anxiously awaiting the outcome of my posting..
PSI index went up to as high as 140.. The haze's pretty bad... Better stay at home if you people have nothing to do..
Went out to town to buy a present for Patrick... Lots of things happened, and I was just sharing my opinions on the course itself.. Made me think through a lot... Somewhat it came down to the question, what have I really gained from the 18 weeks of training in Army.. Seriously, some things can't be put into words, neither can I find the correct phrase or words to describe them...
Maybe I have grown and matured, but yet I don't feel that is true.
One regret I have for this course, is that I didn't get the recognition I wanted. Instead I got another image.
I don't want to be seen that way.
Sometimes, maybe when one tries to prove himself too much, he might actually push and impose a wrong presentation of himself. Maybe that is what happened to me, or at least I hoped that is the case.
I have not meet up with Alvyn and friends for quite some time. It was bad on my part on time management. Priority should be in the bulk of the consideration of where I should spend my time on, yet I didn't really plan. Guess it's my fault for not meeting you guys.
To you, I think the same happened. Haix.
Just now, something happened, that triggered a thought.
Maybe some things should end like it never started.
Dragging it any longer might do more harm than good.
PSI index went up to as high as 140.. The haze's pretty bad... Better stay at home if you people have nothing to do..
Went out to town to buy a present for Patrick... Lots of things happened, and I was just sharing my opinions on the course itself.. Made me think through a lot... Somewhat it came down to the question, what have I really gained from the 18 weeks of training in Army.. Seriously, some things can't be put into words, neither can I find the correct phrase or words to describe them...
Maybe I have grown and matured, but yet I don't feel that is true.
One regret I have for this course, is that I didn't get the recognition I wanted. Instead I got another image.
I don't want to be seen that way.
Sometimes, maybe when one tries to prove himself too much, he might actually push and impose a wrong presentation of himself. Maybe that is what happened to me, or at least I hoped that is the case.
I have not meet up with Alvyn and friends for quite some time. It was bad on my part on time management. Priority should be in the bulk of the consideration of where I should spend my time on, yet I didn't really plan. Guess it's my fault for not meeting you guys.
To you, I think the same happened. Haix.
Just now, something happened, that triggered a thought.
Maybe some things should end like it never started.
Dragging it any longer might do more harm than good.
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