Would anyone understand?

Bad week at camp.. Suffered major blisters n cuts due to the intensive n insane SOC training.. Basically, i haf big worries for SOC.. Isn't very confident of clearing, on top of there, came these unwanted blisters... Hmmm.. Its gonna be very tough on the road ahead... Its kinda frustrating when u haf insensitive and senile PCs.. Crazy.. wun ever listen to your suggestions... Keep on complaining that we like to snowball, yet his own level of inefficiency prove himself otherwise.. How long m i gonna take this kind of life... Someone help man...

Basically returned home with a heavy mind n mood.. With every seconds nearin to the least anticipated SOC test, i seriously doubt if anyone are in the mood for anything... Tired n exhuasted, misunderstood and suppressed.. Someday, everything might juz blow up..

Gotta apologise to my little darling.. For disappointing her once again... Sianz... Got lots of things to do, yet little time. Is it really all about time management and planning? Sometimes, I don't see those people leading us setting an example. Humans are all the very same kind. (What kind of english was that?) Often, they forget that, when they point a finger at others, the other 4 are actually facing them themselves..

I want back my old life. Where I belonged.

Everything seems to be at the brim of every limit.