Innate Reflection
These few days, there haf been alot of issues for me to think about... Haha... Maybe is due to stress ba, i seemed to be thinkin more n more unnecessary stuffs that keep surroundin me..
Thinking of wat PW and lene said these few days..
Come to think of myself, I aint any better.. If i were more like u, maybe i will get things done, but then i will end up hurtin alot of ppl. But then, if i do things my way, things seldom get on the way..
Its inexorably that I keep thinkin back to the 3 men group that my class has formerly associated me with.. 3 distinctively opposite characteristics, each with different beliefs and principles... Wonder how do we even fit in together...
I can never be like u.. U do things without second thoughts, no concerns about your surroundings... Ruthless, i should sae, in order to achieve ur aim.. Relentless as u are, you rarely heed my advices... I think that it has inevitably lead to ur downfall.. Do u realli know the meaning of life? Dun gif me lectures on it, when u dun even have my respect.. My conscience is much more stronger than yours, and askin me to abandon it for greater ambitions is never much of a real possibility..
That's why we left each other. That's why I never agree with you. That's why Low and I are like this. That's why. I failed to stop you, and with that, I held eternity grief and regrets. Hope you have learned how to appreciate. Really hope you do.
Haha.. If u guys dun haf a faint idea what i m tokin about.. Forget it... Meaningless mumblings to myself...
To those who know, haha... Nothing is gonna happen.. Relax..
Today, I didnt go for GP mock paper. Seriously, I dun realli know the reason why. But in that innate self, a voice asked me not to go. Haha.. Rather stupid i guess. After steppin out of campus, felt a sense of guilt in me... Retribution... I guess i do make stupid decisions at times...
Had a serious migraine, felt like head was spinnin. Nevertheless, completed the MI GP paper II. Well, I guess that makes me feel better. I couldn't lie to you guys la. But then i let Ms Chiew down.. Haix...
I need a break..
Thinking of wat PW and lene said these few days..
Come to think of myself, I aint any better.. If i were more like u, maybe i will get things done, but then i will end up hurtin alot of ppl. But then, if i do things my way, things seldom get on the way..
Its inexorably that I keep thinkin back to the 3 men group that my class has formerly associated me with.. 3 distinctively opposite characteristics, each with different beliefs and principles... Wonder how do we even fit in together...
I can never be like u.. U do things without second thoughts, no concerns about your surroundings... Ruthless, i should sae, in order to achieve ur aim.. Relentless as u are, you rarely heed my advices... I think that it has inevitably lead to ur downfall.. Do u realli know the meaning of life? Dun gif me lectures on it, when u dun even have my respect.. My conscience is much more stronger than yours, and askin me to abandon it for greater ambitions is never much of a real possibility..
That's why we left each other. That's why I never agree with you. That's why Low and I are like this. That's why. I failed to stop you, and with that, I held eternity grief and regrets. Hope you have learned how to appreciate. Really hope you do.
Haha.. If u guys dun haf a faint idea what i m tokin about.. Forget it... Meaningless mumblings to myself...
To those who know, haha... Nothing is gonna happen.. Relax..
Today, I didnt go for GP mock paper. Seriously, I dun realli know the reason why. But in that innate self, a voice asked me not to go. Haha.. Rather stupid i guess. After steppin out of campus, felt a sense of guilt in me... Retribution... I guess i do make stupid decisions at times...
Had a serious migraine, felt like head was spinnin. Nevertheless, completed the MI GP paper II. Well, I guess that makes me feel better. I couldn't lie to you guys la. But then i let Ms Chiew down.. Haix...
I need a break..
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