How worse can it get?

I seriouslly need to tok.

Haix...

Pls treat mi like a normal student. juz like anyone else. I m no hero nor superman. Juz a kid hu lives in Hougang. I may haf scored good results in my exams or even got into honours. So? I m still human. Dun be jealous of tat achievement juz becoz u didnt get it... Sumtimes, things make mi believe tat i haf to failed badly before i 'qualify' as a human.. Wat on earth is this? I haf enuf of this fcuked up society.

Sumtimes i feel that i m breathless, you hold mi too tight. I know this is sumtimes not by your wish. But, i feel tangled. Seriously. I am under alot of pressure to keep myself alive and dun fall dead. So as not to disappoint u and myself. By doin so, I m actualli drainin myself out faster than it should.. U understand?

Ohh yeah, speakin of loved ones, how much worse can it get? Wen u haf an obstinate unruly father, plus a sensitive and over caring mother? To top it off, add in a ignorant brother hu is oblivious of everything.. Do u actualli know how much i haf to withstand everytime shit happens? Obviously, U dun.

Time is runnin out. I hafen realli touched my studies like I did the other times before. Dunno how m i gonna pass the mid-yrs. Better pray. Yeah. Pray. No mood at all. Depressed. Sumwat i feel tat i haf PMS. Yeah. Maybe i do haf it. Buy mi whisper.

Serious.

How much do u all know about mi. I duno. I dun even know all about myself. Wif all important aspects of my life facin obstacles at one go? Wat makes u think i can handle all this bullshit? I dunno.

No proposition, no purpose, no prospect.

Set mi free.

To sumwhere i belong.

Bring me to Life.





I missed my Band days.

Comments

Sandra (: said…
Sensitive mother —> sensitive son.
Aren’t you glad you’re sensitive? Hehe.

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