Wat A FuC*ed up World this is... I hate it..

Wat the hell.... I cant take it anymore... I haf been cryin.... hafen stop.... Still cryin... Think this will be the biggest breakdown i will haf... Ohh no.... Todae is one of the worst dae of my life..... I haf a big big quarrel wif my father.... Bloody bloody.... ARGH... I hate it... He doesnt understand mi, didnt even try... N i m thinkin for him always... Wah.... I can juz die.... todae was a terrible dae.... Shimin cried... Due to results... Everyone got poor results... So did I... i mean it isnt poor wen compared to theirs... But nevertheless, I wasnt happy.... WTF.... Sumhow i knew this was wat i haf been expectin.... Tis is shit... I was feelin moody all dae.... Realli... Tessa saw mi... but i dunno how to cheer myself up to make her feel at ease... I juz cant... N my tears are still rolling.... doesnt seem to stop... I had a headache todae, yet i went for PE, PW and the band thing... Wah... Actually, no one realli seems to notice... Got some la... N i appreciate it.. I m realli realli under a lot of stress... I noe u guys out there also... But, there is a limit to everything... N I haf reached mine... nothing... I can take nothing more.... Todae, Mr tan asked us to write a reflection letter, on promos and wat we haf done for the past year.... I got lotss of things to sae... But nothing came out... Juz blank... As i tot of wat i haf done for the past year, i realli dunno wat i m doin.... Life is so confusin... Bad dae alreadi... Summore... One person came to mi n said,

"Hey hey.. I heard there is only one person who got A for Chemistry. If that person is you, please do not come and tell me, Cause I will be beli beli pissed.... "

I turned away after tat... Didnt wanna hear wat was left unsaid... Wat is wrong wif ppl? They wan to see mi fail den they will be happy izzit....? If tat is wat u all want.. Tell mi... I will be more than glad to show u....

Todae is such a bloody dae... I hate it..

Sumtimes, death may seem like the wonderous solution to everything... It is the quickly, most effective, most impact-ful and reflecting solution... Think about it, there is amazing things tat u can achieve wif death of ur loved ones... Great Depression, Grieve, and much more... It might even turn sumone into a better person... However, it is a risky trade... NO guarantee.. One chance n tat's it... Hahaz...

I m still crying...

I m like so helpless now... I m tired, sick, had enuf of everything.... Realli... Maybe it is a time i haf some rest... Well deserved... I m supposed to do PW tonite... Seems like I cant now... I will juz stare into the blank... N do nothing... Nothing.... Dun worry guys... I will be ok... But u may not be hearin from mi tis few daes...

Maybe...

K la... I will stop here.... Take good care of urself... Especially Shimin, Teh teh n Ying ying. K.. Byeez... *hugx*