Tiredz...
Haiz... Start of the school term... Sianz lotsssssss....... I m still sick... N i hate it wen i m sick.. Lots of things not able to do... ARGH.......... Im feeling real burdened now... Lotss of things pulling mi back... i cant move forward... Its been a long time since i get to face tis kind of situations again.... Sianz.... I haf been troubled by lotss of things for the past few weeks... Nobody noes... Not even min min... Not tat I dun trust her or wat... But is tat i dun wan anyone to be troubled by mi also.. However, todae im writin it out, is coz, I think i m able to cope wif it le... I m able to move on liaoz... Can take off the burdens...
Let mi start first lahz... Hm... Let's see... Firstly, is bout my class... 2 teachers haf approached mi... bout the class n myself... Avril Tay n Jeremy Ng... First time in my life haf i been approached by 2 teachers are one go... U muz think it is beli bad rite... But i tell you.. None is about myself... They asked mi to motivate the class for promos... Tat was their main objective... They tot tat, I, bein the so called best student in class. is able to drive the class... I m not k... Even if i can... I m not even drivin myself... I cant even find motivation myself... The class is beli stressed.. I can see tat... I m not blind... But... I m not god... It is juz how it goes... I dun even fit into the class well... I daresae the onli good fren i haf in S3A is Jin Jie... He is the onli one hu is there for mi... The others... Some will.. Not alll... Dun wanna sae so much bout them... Haiz... All they do is to... Haiz... U all should noe... I alreadi sianz since tat time... Dunnno y tis last, n dunno wen it is gonna last... Forget it man... I dun care anymore... Hahaz... Being a lone wolf is nicer than a warmth n caring rabbit.. Dun take mi of granted... I m also available for limited periods onli... I m still a human, wif flesh n blood... NOt god... Not superman... I need love and ppl to care for mi... Haiz... Singapore's education system is a big flop... Haiz... Kzz... Next item...
Hmm.. Next comes the band... Haiz... Another big problem... Band politics... The relations in band arent tat good... Ppl dun like hu n all tat... Includin mi.. I dunno... Haiz.. Todae received a well done msg from Mr Chiang... OMG... Made mi felt so bad... Like all my fault... Haiz.... How m i gonna motivate the band....? I haf my plans... But it didnt kinda worked... Coz i met some hiccups along the way....... Yesterdae's performance maybe a flop... I noe... The sound was so empty... Like so ghostly.. Wat u wan mi to sae...? Blame anyone? I haf no one to blame... Hu i m to blame...? Dun ask mi to do things wen i dun possess the power to do it... Again.. I m not god... Neither Hardy Martins... Haiz... The band has a hugh problem... There is a big hole... N i haf no idea how to fix tat... But it is closin up lahz... Bit by bit... Before the hole is closed up, I dun think anything can be done to help the band to greater heights... In addition, I haf "wonderful" Band teachers... Excludin Ms Yue and Ms Tang... Well done... I will punch you!!! Haiz... Band... Lucky it is small.... If not... Haiz... But i would rather wan it big n cosy... Now lackin the human touch... AKG rox... Tat's all ba... I supppose..
Haiz... Next, got my little mei's and min min... They all so sianz nowadaes... I cant do anything... Feel so helpless... I m sick le.. Dun even noe how long i can hold on... Hope as long as possible... Todae was a terrible dae... The dae was long... PW is another headache.... Haiz... Gotta meet up n complete a third draft... IF not... I m DOOMED!!!!! Nevertheless, another pressin problem is tat i hafen study for promos... Well done Yong Xiang... Three weeks left... Haiz.. Dunno wat will happen... *praying hards*I will hang on... I haf come so far... Todae, my fren, Kevin... Tell mi sumthing meaninful... I wan u little gals to note tis k...? Here goes:
Life's boring because you think it is... I seriously don't think life's boring... Because there is always so many things unexpected coming up... And you can never predict it.. So why not just learn to accept life as it is...?
Sounds like my line... But i gave him the benefit of the doubt of copyrite laws... Hmm... So go think bout it yeah.......? Heez.. Kkz... Byeez... Take carez..!! *hugz*
Let mi start first lahz... Hm... Let's see... Firstly, is bout my class... 2 teachers haf approached mi... bout the class n myself... Avril Tay n Jeremy Ng... First time in my life haf i been approached by 2 teachers are one go... U muz think it is beli bad rite... But i tell you.. None is about myself... They asked mi to motivate the class for promos... Tat was their main objective... They tot tat, I, bein the so called best student in class. is able to drive the class... I m not k... Even if i can... I m not even drivin myself... I cant even find motivation myself... The class is beli stressed.. I can see tat... I m not blind... But... I m not god... It is juz how it goes... I dun even fit into the class well... I daresae the onli good fren i haf in S3A is Jin Jie... He is the onli one hu is there for mi... The others... Some will.. Not alll... Dun wanna sae so much bout them... Haiz... All they do is to... Haiz... U all should noe... I alreadi sianz since tat time... Dunnno y tis last, n dunno wen it is gonna last... Forget it man... I dun care anymore... Hahaz... Being a lone wolf is nicer than a warmth n caring rabbit.. Dun take mi of granted... I m also available for limited periods onli... I m still a human, wif flesh n blood... NOt god... Not superman... I need love and ppl to care for mi... Haiz... Singapore's education system is a big flop... Haiz... Kzz... Next item...
Hmm.. Next comes the band... Haiz... Another big problem... Band politics... The relations in band arent tat good... Ppl dun like hu n all tat... Includin mi.. I dunno... Haiz.. Todae received a well done msg from Mr Chiang... OMG... Made mi felt so bad... Like all my fault... Haiz.... How m i gonna motivate the band....? I haf my plans... But it didnt kinda worked... Coz i met some hiccups along the way....... Yesterdae's performance maybe a flop... I noe... The sound was so empty... Like so ghostly.. Wat u wan mi to sae...? Blame anyone? I haf no one to blame... Hu i m to blame...? Dun ask mi to do things wen i dun possess the power to do it... Again.. I m not god... Neither Hardy Martins... Haiz... The band has a hugh problem... There is a big hole... N i haf no idea how to fix tat... But it is closin up lahz... Bit by bit... Before the hole is closed up, I dun think anything can be done to help the band to greater heights... In addition, I haf "wonderful" Band teachers... Excludin Ms Yue and Ms Tang... Well done... I will punch you!!! Haiz... Band... Lucky it is small.... If not... Haiz... But i would rather wan it big n cosy... Now lackin the human touch... AKG rox... Tat's all ba... I supppose..
Haiz... Next, got my little mei's and min min... They all so sianz nowadaes... I cant do anything... Feel so helpless... I m sick le.. Dun even noe how long i can hold on... Hope as long as possible... Todae was a terrible dae... The dae was long... PW is another headache.... Haiz... Gotta meet up n complete a third draft... IF not... I m DOOMED!!!!! Nevertheless, another pressin problem is tat i hafen study for promos... Well done Yong Xiang... Three weeks left... Haiz.. Dunno wat will happen... *praying hards*I will hang on... I haf come so far... Todae, my fren, Kevin... Tell mi sumthing meaninful... I wan u little gals to note tis k...? Here goes:
Life's boring because you think it is... I seriously don't think life's boring... Because there is always so many things unexpected coming up... And you can never predict it.. So why not just learn to accept life as it is...?
Sounds like my line... But i gave him the benefit of the doubt of copyrite laws... Hmm... So go think bout it yeah.......? Heez.. Kkz... Byeez... Take carez..!! *hugz*
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