Wooo.... Dark Secret behind mi....

Sianz... Wrote a lot of things... Den COM HANG!!! Wat the.....? Nvmz... Write again.... Where was I...? Hahaz.... Was juz sayin bout my myself.... Yah.. Todae was a mess... My family was in a hugh mess... As usual... But the main thing is tat i found out tat the generation gap in my family in gettin bigger... Nowadaes like facin life alone... No support from my dearest... I m not blamin them lahz.... But... Watever.... Den still got so many things for mi to do... Especially aftr the bad posting thingy.... Stupid... On top of tat still got mid year to study for.... *Sianz 1/2* Sumtimes feel so alone n isolated... I realli cried underneath pillows often... Juz feel sad lahz... Feel like breakin down soon enuf.... Wen the time comes.... Hopefully not... I may seem to be a very cheerful n careree person.... But in fact i think a lot, not onli for myself, but of others also, always seemed to haf neverendin troubles..... Haiz... I never tell ppl of my problems in school, but i m used to bein told of their problems... Juz dun understand y ppl sumtimes think so negatively of mi... I realli feel hurt wen ppl sae i not serious, carin n sensitive.... Real hurt.... Haiz... Nvmz... I will be fine after a few daes.... Hahaz.... I really appreciated ppl hu really noe mi... Like my jie, Shaz n others.... wahahaz.... Heez... I noe i cant die, if not, there will be many hu will be hurt n dyin together wif mi... Hmm... Sounds noble rite..? Hahaz... Tat wat kep mi goin lolz... =p Think i said lots of things tat i shldnt sae... Wahahaz... U may be the first one readin tis... Feel honoured rite? Anyway... Mid year comin liaoz... Good luck to all those muggers out there... N best wishes to all my dear ones.... *yawnz*